Condolence to My Beloved Friend

Dear all

Monday is really a very bad day for all my university friends in Sarawak. One of my best friends in University just passed away in a car accident on the way back from Bintulu to Sibu on Monday morning. When I received the news from one of the sister in Hope Kota Samarahan...I just feel that she is kidding because that person is always so busybody in my friend’s house & chat nonsense with us. We just have the convocation together two months ago & all of us have our big dream toward future. How come he can so cruel to leave all of u like that...but that is fact...

At first i feel that i am ok when my friend about the news, i just feel so scare because i don't know when is my turn because life is so fragile. But after I keep receive my other friends message bout the incident, I really can’t ignore that & my tear is drop down & I feel really really bad about that....My dear friends is left already but he haven’t accept Christ. I can’t imagine where he will go...I always see him in my uni life but I never try to share Christ with him....I am sad...He really a good guy. I remember that during my 1st year in Uni he always likes to disturb me in phone call or sms. I got misunderstanding b4 but go bring me through the incident.

Today i went to the Immigration building to extend my visitor pass...I saw so many people in the building. I feel the burden & the urgency to share Christ to them. We never know what will happen to people that we see or even ourselves next year, next month, tomorrow, next hour, next minute or even next second...

I feel very discourage, frustrated and tired throughout the process as a foreigner to find job in sg. Many time I just feel that God are kidding with me, He keep open & close the door for me in sg. I lost my patience; I am emotional & unconfident throughout the process. I blame God for every bad thing that happened to me in sg. Just in the moment i want to give up everything & give up God in my life, i received the news...I thanks God for I am still alive in this world. That's a miracle....every life in this world is a miracle from God...I thanks & praise God for every breath that I take.

Dear, All brother & sister...please treasure & value everyone in your life & have the urgency to share Christ to them. In the bible say God will come like a theft, we never know when He will come & take every single life...I really pray for the salvation in my family & use my life to save more people...That is worthy to sacrificed our one life to save many many soul to heaven....God kingdom must be advance...Life is fragile & unpredictable...Hope God is always in me....

All the best to all my sis & bro in sg....God bless u all


Regards
Siew Ing